We are, by natural evil. Not premeditatedly nor proudly, or at least we like to think so. We are so fearful to face the simple fact that we are indeed by nature, selfish, we are born just any other species form this highly diverse biodiversity that earth hosts with the common, unique element present in al life forms, essential for our survival, elemental for our failure as society, but success as individuality. That element is the one of selfishness and egocentrism for the sake of our survival, either emotional, mental, hormonal and not just mortal.
We seek for completeness, through any of those mediums, usually with a great sense of lack of attention on the counter-part. We will only focus on external happiness and equilibrium once we have fond ours. Therefore, it is obvious to deduce that for the first instances in a human, idealistic and natural relation all that our body intends is to full fill whatever space is left.
It is the moral and ethical values the last to be learned, the hardest, the ones that tend to go against desire. We are born this way; we fight against our own visceral and most carnal necessities of looking of no one's shoulders but ourselves. Is first as children, then as adults that sacrifices are to be done for the others.
Goodness if so may it be called is the mere human-created feeling to fight against the obvious need for evilness in the sense of tending to turn us in centers and not parts of the circle that encloses our community. We intentionally and consciously fight against this obvious truth that we commonly forget, that one, that as well as sex, anger, hunger and energy belong to the most elemental and animal segment which we inherit and transmit generation after generation.
It has been the struggle of human society to replace individualism with collectiveness, to change from anarqy to democracy, from violence to regret and acceptance.
So, if it is clearly known in the big plane I assume it must be dangerously obvious in a personal level. Or why not do we like to see and have other beauty but are too distracted and uninterested in offering ours, why is it that we always demand the best of the other and only then think in giving the best of us to him. This is just a larger description of what may only be known as shallowness, cause once a more deeper insight has been employed it becomes naked to the most blind emotional eye that we rarely start with generous and thoughtful ideas, actions and more than anything sex.
Sin is just the name for the constant rate of flaws which escape from our constant battle and struggle against our loud talking instincts to follow them, and instead we try to mute them eventually loosing the battle and calling it a sin. Impure thought, selfish act, deliberate and adrenaline-pure brutality.
We seek the opposite sex first than for the unique reason of completeness. Although we usually forget to say what is already known, that we are talking about our loneliness, our need for completeness, our vacuum to fill, and not our part to give and satisfaction to award.
It is not hard to notice is, just think of how many times have you have committed this in states of hunger, urge, nervousism, adrenaline or even sexual and physical needs. Whether in a meal with the food at table, at a sport for individual satisfaction and victory or the need for attention.
It is not anti-human, decadent or fatalistic to admit this, there is nothing to admit in fact, just to notice. It has come to my attention the fact that what makes several of friendships or even higher levels of commitment of constantly fail is that need for natural usage for resources. A symbiosis so-speaking, in which as its definition dictates cares not for the other and parallely receiving the reward, but for the survival of one himself in exchange for the partial lost of something in possession.
In is in our blood, we are evil, we are carnal, but that don´t necessary implicate it is in our brain or even person. It is will and has been our struggle, which goes back to the very first moments of sin in humanity. Nevertheless, as in hormonal needs, it tends to be hard to sustain this more “human” mode.
We seek for completeness, through any of those mediums, usually with a great sense of lack of attention on the counter-part. We will only focus on external happiness and equilibrium once we have fond ours. Therefore, it is obvious to deduce that for the first instances in a human, idealistic and natural relation all that our body intends is to full fill whatever space is left.
It is the moral and ethical values the last to be learned, the hardest, the ones that tend to go against desire. We are born this way; we fight against our own visceral and most carnal necessities of looking of no one's shoulders but ourselves. Is first as children, then as adults that sacrifices are to be done for the others.
Goodness if so may it be called is the mere human-created feeling to fight against the obvious need for evilness in the sense of tending to turn us in centers and not parts of the circle that encloses our community. We intentionally and consciously fight against this obvious truth that we commonly forget, that one, that as well as sex, anger, hunger and energy belong to the most elemental and animal segment which we inherit and transmit generation after generation.
It has been the struggle of human society to replace individualism with collectiveness, to change from anarqy to democracy, from violence to regret and acceptance.
So, if it is clearly known in the big plane I assume it must be dangerously obvious in a personal level. Or why not do we like to see and have other beauty but are too distracted and uninterested in offering ours, why is it that we always demand the best of the other and only then think in giving the best of us to him. This is just a larger description of what may only be known as shallowness, cause once a more deeper insight has been employed it becomes naked to the most blind emotional eye that we rarely start with generous and thoughtful ideas, actions and more than anything sex.
Sin is just the name for the constant rate of flaws which escape from our constant battle and struggle against our loud talking instincts to follow them, and instead we try to mute them eventually loosing the battle and calling it a sin. Impure thought, selfish act, deliberate and adrenaline-pure brutality.
We seek the opposite sex first than for the unique reason of completeness. Although we usually forget to say what is already known, that we are talking about our loneliness, our need for completeness, our vacuum to fill, and not our part to give and satisfaction to award.
It is not hard to notice is, just think of how many times have you have committed this in states of hunger, urge, nervousism, adrenaline or even sexual and physical needs. Whether in a meal with the food at table, at a sport for individual satisfaction and victory or the need for attention.
It is not anti-human, decadent or fatalistic to admit this, there is nothing to admit in fact, just to notice. It has come to my attention the fact that what makes several of friendships or even higher levels of commitment of constantly fail is that need for natural usage for resources. A symbiosis so-speaking, in which as its definition dictates cares not for the other and parallely receiving the reward, but for the survival of one himself in exchange for the partial lost of something in possession.
In is in our blood, we are evil, we are carnal, but that don´t necessary implicate it is in our brain or even person. It is will and has been our struggle, which goes back to the very first moments of sin in humanity. Nevertheless, as in hormonal needs, it tends to be hard to sustain this more “human” mode.
publicada por Rodrigo Rueda às
7:23 p.m.
